giving up on ttc..

found out 2 days ago that it's me who can have kids.. I can't stop crying, i feel hopeless i feel like i can't do this anymore after 3 years of trying I'm just going to throw in the towel, maybe I'm just not meant to be a mom. 😥

my husband is sad about the news but tells me he will forever love me.

the hardest part is going to be telling my parents and his family.

I know you shouldn't question god but sometimes it's so hard when everyone around me is getting pregnant...