am i giving up ?

Heather • 19, finally got my rainbow baby . dont judge a book by its cover , u never know what is written on the inside .
im supposedly in my fertile window rn but im really just done ttc..
it's so frustrating always trying and then waiting for AF to come because it always does..  
i just want a baby . i want my babygirl most but a boy is fine too ..
i just wish that i could be like other women that can just get pregnant easy .
it sucks how there are sooo many that have gotten pregnant by ACCIDENT and don't even want a child.. but the ones ttc have such a hard time or cant even get pregnant at all..
why must the good ones be punished for wanting to love their child ?