Ugh I've been trying for my rainbow baby for 3 months now, it just sucks. Especially since 2 girls that I know are due around the same time, I would have been. I get so sad when I see their updates and baby bumps, I just wish I hadn't had a miscarriage ): ! Honestly I would have rather gotten constant negatives than to have gotten a positive and gotten all excited just to have the excitement taken away from me a couple of weeks later .