I'm only with my bd cause he's suicidal and I don't want it to be my fault he told me he's givin up and if he can't lean on me then he wants to be dead I don't love him like I used to he can be manipulative but I have a big heart for him cuz I once struggled with depression and plus he's losing weight like he's so skinny I feel like I'm touching a corpse.he has major depression I'm really thinking about calling welfare check on him .