I need help/advice/support

Sara
5 years ago I became pregnant. My now fiancé and I were only together for about a year so I had the abortion pill. We have been ttc for a year and no luck. I find out today that my fiancé has been very unhappy the past year because we haven't became pregnant and the past abortion. He doesn't know if he can stay with me any longer because of it. It was 5 years ago and I can't change it. I don't want to lose him and I suggested counseling but he doesn't think he will be able to open up. He said it was difficult to open up to me