Feeling hopeful

I seriously feel like my mind messes with me. It seems like I have all these symptoms every month then my cycle comes. I'm due for t on Wednesday and I am praying that she doesn't show but probably with my luck it will. If she does I think I'm gonna take a brake. I'm still gonna try some stuff I got but I'm not gonna track my fertile days or anything. Just try what I have,eat healthy and enjoy the trying process. Let's hope I stick to it cause every month I start and every month I'm back on my apps and googling. Good luck and baby dust to you all!