So tonight I lost my birginity i kinda just let it happen. I told him we are waiting for the year mark but things changed with him being in the military and whatnot, so yea it happened. Honestly it didnt hurt there was pressure but that was it and i was lucky and hot my big O too 🤗 my Do was so funny about how i was acting afterwards he kept saying i was the happiest he has seen me in awhile which was great 😌🤓🙈