Was listening to music on my dudes phone with him in the car n he gets a msg from a gurl named michelle saying "goodnight luis 😘" wtf im so hurt right now n im about to have his baby on may 16 wtf! And today was a wonderful day. Went out w his kid(16yrs old) to stores n eat den went to pik up my kid (7yr old boy)  n came bak to his house i cooked for him n all of us we ate, played board games n den i see the msg wtf!? Why god!? Everything was goin so good...!! Even today (earlier) he said "ur the one i want n need in my life, i wouldnt trade u for no one, ur mine, i love you" n the way he said it was like he actually fukin meant it!!?!? Wtf why man i dnt believe shit like dat, wen he says it i laugh n play around n dont take him seriously but today it actually sounded like he meant it.! But wow im da fool guess he didnt really mean it n it was all lies n fukin bullshit! Excuse my language but wat a piece of shit! I fukin HATE him right now! I feel so Fukin DiscusteD right now!  Am i not fukin worth it!?