Spontaneous Sex

Kaitlyn
So I was getting ready for the shower and I was still dressed washing my face off and my broyfriend came in a sat in the chair, he grabbed me by my waist and sat me down on his lap, we started kissing and he literally ripped my clothes off of me I wasn't ready for that and after my shirt was off I tried to back and away and just breather for a second. He just looked and me and continued to say "take your pants off hurry up"
Well shit I didn't know what else to do so I took my pants off  in the midst of that he has completely stripped off all of his clothes .he sat me on his lap and like fucked me so hard,he gave me the most mindblowing sensation tonight like he's not usually like that does anyone have any idea why he might've tried this type of hardcore sex. I'm sensitive and have trust issues and I've always thought when guys come home and fuck you like an animal it's because they've been out ding something they shouldn't have done ...am I thinking to hard or should I just except it😬😬😬😬😬