Spiritually depressed?

What do you do? Turn to the father the son and the holy spirit? Yes. But what then? It's all I do but it doesn't feel like it's enough when it should be everything. I'm struggling just to read his word and I can't find a church that feels right with my spirit. I feel like I'm causing a wedge between my husband and his saviour also and my 8 year old has no real relationship with God and I don't know how to help. I feel like I'm drowning in this world when he already saved me. Gahhhhh. In Jesus name I need help!!!