It's been almost 7 years since our relationship ended. I hate how things turned out. I know you were drunk and blacked out, but that's no excuse. You should have never laid your hands upon me in an anger manner. You were my forever. The first man I ever fully trusted.. The man that used to make me feel safe when I needed it, even when we were just friends.. The man I thought I'd marry and have a family with.. The man I have no closure with..

I heard you've been sober for 14 months. I contacted you and attempted to gain closure to our situation. You couldn't handle the truth of your actions and blocked me out again. I've been through hell these last 7 years.. I can't trust or love. You OWE me closure. I guess I'll never get it. Even though I should, I can't hate you. Truth is, I hoped you'd realize what you did to me and get sober... thought that maybe we could work it out and try again... thought you loved me too.. what I know is this- I've had enough of this mental & emotional torture. I hope and pray for only the best for you. All is forgiven but I can't forget.

Take care.