I feel so bad saying this. But I can't kick the cigarettes. I try so hard. I feel like I'm hurting my baby. I know I'm hurting my baby. Even tho I don't smoke as much as I was before I got pregnant, that doesn't matter. A cigarette is a cigarette. What if something serious happens ? Like a miscarriage ? Or birth defects 😔😔 I always say okay Laurin, this is your last cigarette, no more buying packs, throw them away NOW, but I can't. I apologize all the time. I HAVE TO STOP. I have no choice. I told myself once I got pregnant, I was going to stop. But it's harder than I thought. The urge kills me.