An apology goes a long way.

So me and boyfriend was doing our daily nightcap on the phone and he was smoking weed and venting about his day at work. So while he's talking I'm listening and thinking "I really love this guy. I could get used to this". So once we're finished after about an hour, he's getting sleepy. I know he's dozing off because he's getting quiet so I say "I wanna get married." It took me courage to say that because I'm not trying to make him think I'm forcing him into marriage. It was just on my mind. So he got right up. He said "whoa. Ok. That's enough to wake me up ." So he asked when I wanted to get married. I told him I don't know but soon I guess. I just want somebody to share life with. He was dead silent so I asked him what he thought. He said "baby why you tryna get deep when I'm sleepy?" He told me it was an interesting convo he was just sleepy. So then I think he doesn't want to talk about marriage with me and I get an attitude and say ok. Goodnight. He doesn't say anything for at least 5 minutes. He said he was counting. Then says goodnight and acts very short and cold. I said I didn't want to get off the phone mad. He says I don't want to talk let me go to sleep. So I get off the phone. I'm slightly crying because I'm a crybaby and feel rejected a bit. 15 min later he calls me back apologizing for being mean. I apologized too for making him have to count. He said "I'll talk to you tomorrow to discuss our wedding plans." I asked was he serious. He said he can't see life without me and can't go to sleep mad at me. We said I love you and got off the phone. It melted away all of my anxieties and fears. Gosh I love that man and can't wait to start planning.