10 months ago I thought I'd be getting to celebrate being a momma, either with a brand new baby or pregnat with my first, but instead I wake up this morning to neither. I can spend this day sad, crying, having depressed thoughts or hopeful. Which is hard month after month. I am writing this to get my thoughts out but also to let others know that you're not alone if you're sad today. I am praying for YOU and for me to stay hopeful, and that one day we will hold our babies.

Psalm 55:16-22