Please help?
Guys. I need help. I need encouragement, I need truth, I need peace...
Here's the situation, I know it sounds ridiculous but it's where I am:
Back in January, I thought I was pregnant. I really, actually thought I was. The tests were negative, but I felt *off*. My period was showing up but it was really weird- my body was not at all normal so I figured I was pregnant. I went to the doctor, she did a pelvic exam and told me my uterus was a normal size so I'm not pregnant (also, the urine test was negative). That eased my mind for a few weeks, but I still feel weird. I still feel different, my periods are still showing up but they're so different than normal (way lighter and shorter). My belly keeps getting bigger, and I swear (this is the weirdest part) that I'm feeling kicks and flutters inside.
I want a baby. The instinctual part of me craves to create a person, but the rational part of me- what's left of it that is- wants to wait until the time is right. I feel crazy right now. I feel absolutely insane. I know there should be no way I'm pregnant, but I can't convince myself that I'm not.
Do I need help? How do I find peace in this? Do I just wait it out? I hate this so much.
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