Miscarriage

April 22, 2016 I was the happiest girl in the world. I got a positive pregnancy test! Me and my husband had been trying for 8 long hard months! I was so happy!! Then it was shattered! I started heavy bleeding.. I was cramping so bad.. I called the doctor & they gave me the worst possible news.. I had lost our baby.. My body had failed me and my husband.. My body had for some reason made me loose my precious baby.. I was crushed! I was devastated.. Then while I was at the doctor he tells me he's wants to do a D&C & check for endometriosis because I had told him I had painful periods.. Well he found endometriosis in 4 different places & a tumor on my ovary.. It seems like one hard obstacle after another.. And I'm so depressed I'm not sure which way I should look.. My husband has been supporting and I love him so much! But I can't help but feel like us loosing our baby is completely my fault & it's so depressing 😥😭😭😭😭