I just looked at a picture of myself and I didn't recognize that woman. I am shocked how did I let myself gain so much weight and I didn't even realize it until now? I'm very saddens by this. I just got engaged. I don't want to be the fat bride! So depressed. I have got to get my body back myself esteem just went from okay to negative. I use to be thin and pretty without trying. I'm only 26 what happened? I have got to fix this, even though my SO says I'm beautiful all the time. I can't see it, feel so unattractive and ashamed!