Any one else going crazy!?

Is anyone else going crazy counting down the days to get this started already? Just this week I found out 2 pregnancies, 1 being my sis in law who "wasn't even trying" and 1 being a friend. I'm happy for them but can't help but feel down about it for me.  I'm just trying to stay positive and busy which is hard! May 30th seems so far away.