Thinking of Breaking Up

So my boyfriend and I have been dating for almost 2 years and he recently left to The Airforce and is now in his tech School...I'm very unhappy on how this new lifestyle is no matter how hard I Try to stay positive I just can't!!!...I seriously want to give up...this long distance relationship just Isnt cutting it for me.......I'm so broken.... 😞 I don't want to breakup but I don't want to put my life on hold either....we have considered Marriage which I can easily move with him to his tech school but he just doesn't like to bring it up or even talkabout it!! I do NOT think I can take this pain much longer 💔💔💔💔💔 Ladies help please! Any advice??...good or Bad I don't care! 💔 thank you 😢😢😢