I hate Chem preg/early miscarriages

Amy • Trying to conceive for 8+ years after mirena removal. Last early mc was April 2017, and then we experienced a complete molar pregnancy in Aug 2017-Jan 2018 where I underwent extensive hospitalization and chemo therapy to treat!
I think I'm vowing to NOT test until af is late ever again,this pain is real and hard! Wiping away a clot that would have been your baby is so disheartening, and I'm sorry for anyone else who is in the same boat as me. ....HUGS