Okay I have been trying for a year to have our last and final blessing from God. Me and my husband have four beautiful children. One girl (she passed away at age 4 in 2008).Three handsome living boys. So anyhow, I have been really selfish because I was smoking and stopped taking care if myself gaining weight I was so wanting a baby I didn't think about myself.. Well I haven't had a cigarette in four days and today I started the Atkins diet and am feeling great. I think instead if tracking all the baby stuff I am going to track my health and maybe that will show God I am ready and he will bless me with any other gift. I am 31 years old and so is my husband and I think being so unhealthy kept us from conceiving. Wish us luck!!