I finally realized something. This whole year I've been focused on guys and even let one define me as a person. I realized that I am so much more than a guy will ever make me feel. I deserve perfection and the only one I'm going to get that from is God, but I deserve the closest I can to perfection with someone who truly loves me unconditionally. Until then, I need to love myself and respect myself for I know that I deserve the best and I deserve to be happy❤️