Hey there girls. Thanks for taking the time to read this. I used to be 125 lbs in high school. It's been 3 years since then.. I have had a lot of struggles with anxiety and depression more recently and food is one of the things I probably consume too much of. I am now 147 lbs. I have trouble accepting the way I look and am constantly depressed because of all the beautiful and skinnier women around me in California. I know how it may seem like I'm complaining about nothing. But for me, this has been a huge struggle. I always edit and fix my body parts before posting a picture. It's my dirty little secret. And so when I receive compliments on how I look, I can't accept them because they are complimenting an altered image. Not me. I just feel like I hate myself. Have any of you girls had similar situations? How did you overcome it? In your honest opinion, what do you think of when you look at me?