Im scared please don't ignore me

Jasmine
I'm so scared of doing a test cuz I really don't want it to say no! 
I've had camping but no period just a lot of creamy mucus, since my miscarriage which ended on the 9th April about a week again I had the worst cramping that it gave me pain all down my one of my legs,  I just want to have a period or something so I can stop all these mixed feelings 😔