Pregnant Friend...

Shelby • 28yrs old 💙Declan Alan 12-31-18💙 FET March 9th 2021🤞🤞
So I'll try to sum this up the next I can.. When I was in HS I weighed 130 and I now am more fit and weigh 120.. I didn't like 130 I felt chubby for my tiny frame.. So my best friend who's 3 months pregnant knowing we've been trying to get pregnant for a while and knowing I didn't feel comfortable in my skin in HS at 130 had the nerve to say I won't like bring pregnant because I'll get chubby.. I was like well I'll be pregnant and that's a little more important to me than feeling chubby for a little while.. And she just loves that she's gained weight and is so happy.. Which is great she's loving her body but the fact that she knows I'll dislike my body when or if I get pregnant when she doesn't know that because I don't even know how I'll feel.. I've never been pregnant before and I want to be a mom so bad for her to say that I feel like it was unnecessary.. Why would you tell me you love your pregnant body but I'll hate mine..?? Sorry needed to vent .. I feel like she's been throwing it in my face since she's known she was pregnant..