Bittersweet

Gail
 First time breatfeeder.. I have to stop breastfeeding due to being put back  on a strong medicine . I have nursed for 2 1/2 months and have a decent supply on hand. It's such a bittersweet  feeling. I will miss soothing her and having her food ready in the early am. 
But at the same time I'm happy not to pump on demand and to enjoy a couple of drinks when we have company over. I honestly named my pump ball and chain, lol! So far I haven't pumped or nursed. How long does it usually take not to have a full feeling?