I'm 32 and Ttc after two losses

Hi ladies! Just wanting some opinions,  I've been having many symptoms that I could get my bfp, but I just tested 12 dpo and I keep getting bfn. I'm dizzy, moody, emotional, I got the chills and very achy two nights ago and I don't have much of an appetite. My cm is creamy/ watery but, AF isn't due till the 20th, so am I still in the game and wait to test again if I miss AF? There's a very very faint positive line there 🙏☹️ Baby dust ✨to you all!!