I am having a hard time accepting my pp body. I had a flat tummy. Now my pooch is flabby. My boyfriend says the extra weight though it only be 18 pounds makes me sexier. My hips are so much wider and thighs are so much bigger. I get sad every time I try to fit in old jeans. I did buy a new pair but I'm up two pants size :( this is been so hard to accept. I tried to boost my confidence with a new bathing suit but seeing my stomach just makes me feel ugly. I know I was blessed to hold my son in my stomach but it's just all in my head now. Please tell me I'm not alone. I did buy a pair of bikini bottoms and wear a T-shirt with my top. :(