It still hurts...

I found out I was pregnant Feb 26th. I was 11 days late on my cycle and was kind of scared to face the fact I was. After all, this was my first pregnancy ever. I found out my baby stopped growing at week after I found out I was pregnant. Was suppose to been 9wks by then but it was only measuring at 5. I was holding on to so much faith that it'll start growing soon. Few weeks later at "12wks" , no change. I started bleeding the beginning of April. Had my miscarriage April 9th, naturally(so much pain). I was hurt, as well as my partner. I know it all happened for a reason and that it's always next time. Just something I'll never forget.