Buddie Needed

I have irregular cycles, I was supposed to start AF on the 1st, but AF not arriving is never alarming, I went 18 months without one before . This would be my first child that I'm TTC. My S.O has been asking for a baby for a year, told me to quit taking BC (Which I was never on). Just looking for some support, my family doesn't know we are TTC. So if there is anyone out there like me, let's encourage each other 😄😄