Hi ladies guess I'm just needing to vent...no one close to me seems to understand what I went through and it makes it harder. In December I had a miscarriage, my husband and I were devestated and decided we would hold off TTC for a while I have always had a very regular period and the one after the MC was no different. We had an "accident" (didn't use a condom) and well now I'm 14 weeks pregnant with my rainbow baby girl. My husband is over the moon but I can't seem to be as happy, don't get me wrong I am happy but I'm mostly scared that again my baby will be gone and I will once again be empty. I'm having trouble being excited and no one understands why. It's frustrating. I miss my baby and I can't help but feeling bad if I get too happy for being pregnant again 😣😢