Colposcopy

So I had my procedure done to biopsy some abnormal cervix cells. Well it was a disaster. When he put the metal opener in normal for a pap but for the biopsy they crank it open so much pain for me. I had tears running down my face. Then he started swabing I was crying from pain. He said Idk what your going to do when I cut them out. I had to stop. He scheduled me a pap for 3 months from now and if it's still abnormal then he will put me under for the biopsy. Am I the only one ?? Dr thinks I'm crazy Because my first ever pap when they found the abnormal cells few weeks ago. Why did it hurt so bad if other women it's no problem . I am an emotional wreck now and ice had severe cramping since. Is that normal should I call my Dr?? Thank you for your advice