Every month it comes down to this week the week of my period I always have my hopes up that I might be pregnant and then nothing. It's easy for some people to get pregnant I feel so bad because I get so jealous of others on their fourth kid. Like why do they deserve more kids than me I am blessed to have my daughter put my husband and I always wanted a big family you know 4-6 now we have been stuck on one for almost two years without being able to conceive again. This  is a very depressing week well it always is.  Just venting !