So I've been off the pill for 3 months now ..we r not trying to get pregnant. .but if it does happen it happens. .kinda just going with flow ..well I honestly thought since we had sex during my ovulation that this month would b it ..but today I started my period. . I'm sad and disappointed.im feeling like i might never get pregnant im slowly realizing that I really do want a baby. My boyfriend is still just what happens happens .. I'm just wondering if anyone has these feelings and want to talk .. I'm 32 and been with my boyfriend for 12 yrs ..we have had our ups and downs ..but we know now this is forever ..we r done being kids and now its time to move on and start our lives together and as a family