I don't know what to do I don't have my license cause of a bad trauma I went through that causes me to get really bad anxiety and panic behind the wheel my husband knows this we been together for five years I have a great job I train people and I'm a supervisor at my work I'm full time I've been working to support us for five years and love it he brings me back and forth to work he has had some medical conditions that kept him from work and we gave made things work but now he has gone out and got a job cause he is doing better but he said he would do night job so I could get to work well the job is days and falls in my schedule and it's a hour away so now I can't get to work I had a ride but she keeps falling out of place and I know I want him to be happy but I need my job too in case he gets sick again I feel lost cause I know u if he takes it there will be problems but if he don't it's gonna cause issues I love him more then anything hes helped me in so many ways he was my rock through a bad experience that happened to me and he helped me quit drinking I haven't drank in almost five years I helped him over come his medical issues all things that would tear most apart and we stuck together but I don't know what to do I want him to have his job bit I need mine too and I don't want to be selfish he deserves the world but we are moving apart because of this situation and it's causing us to argue and if he does take it I'm afraid eventually he will want us to move closer and I'll have no choice but to leave my job but if he don't take it he will blame me and be depressed and a mess what to do ugh I'm lost