Relationship help

I'm in love with the the victim of a cherry poper

I took his virginity and he is so crazy about me but his dad scared him and now he is worried about stuff he is never been worried about like me getting pregnant (I'm on birthcontrol)

And some other stuff so he dumped me out of fear and now we r struggling to hold on to a friendship what do I do to get him back I just want him back really he is that speacial one ur parents warn u about and I won't let go so what do I do

Do I wait for him or ....leave it