Tired of the violence!

I am sick of living in fear every day of my life and having my civil liberties threatened because of senseless violence. Why do we live in a world with kids turning guns on one another, neighbors taking each other's lives, terrorists taking thousands of innocent lives. And then what's worse, we have politicians from BOTH sides who'd rather point the finger at each other than come up with real f*cking solutions! I am tired of the news, I am tired of the media, I am tired of the propaganda. I pray every evening asking for change, asking for answers but still, this evil exists. What are your thoughts?