Testing tomorrow

I'm testing tomorrow morning. I'm terrified. I want it to be positive. I hand had so many weird things that make me believe I'm pregnant, but due to past cycles I feel hopeless. I want to be pregnant but doubt I am. In June we will have been attempting to conceive for 12 months. Please please let this month be it for me. For anyone else who feels the same. I sincerely send only positive thoughts your way!!!