This is just getting too frustrating 😔

Emily
Bfp 10 dpo, faint positive 12 dpo, bleeding and neg blood test 12 dpo (was NOT late for period so was told that's what it was), bfp 21 dpo and neg doctor urine test 22 dpo. Am I preg? At this point it's not a big deal as my ovulation would be in a few days, but I'm just not convinced that I'm not pregnant already as I've had 3 positives. Anyone help?? Please???? I'm going crazy and afraid to drink or anything