In the heat of the moment my boyfriend and I lost our virginities to each other. It all started because I wanted to see how far it would go in without hurting and it went in all the way and it felt good. It was really nice but I started getting nervous half way through and when he pulled out I started crying. I got so emotional. There were so many thoughts running through my head. I wanted to wait at least another month. We've only been dating for a couple months and were only 17. I knew I was going to have sex with him at one point but it was still scary. Right after I said I really wish we didn't just do that. Also, I'm a Christian and I've been conditioned in my church to believe that any sexual activity is meant to be within a marriage context. I guess it was just a little bit of everything all piled up that caused me to be emotional. Do you think that it's bad that I feel like I did the wrong thing? I'm just really confused. And I love my boyfriend like crazy. I have no doubts I want to be with him forever and he was so good with me. So gentle and when I cried he just stayed there and held me and wiped my tears away. Idk how I should feel about the whole thing.