Hey.

I've been in the perfect relationship for two years now & I couldn't be happier.

We've spoken lots of different times about our future & the family we want to start.

A few weeks ago now we were talking about our future again but this time he said he's not sure if he wants kids anymore. I asked why and he just said he doesn't know. I went on to say I wasn't on about now, I ment in a few years and again he said he's not sure if he wants kids.

I was so lost for words when he said that. We've been through alot, me being in and out of hospital with gyne issues which have now been resolved and I've been told i can convince, although it might take a little longer because of PCSO & pelvic inflammatory disease.

Him saying that has stick with me and it hurts that he now doesn't know if he wants a family with me.

Obviously it hasn't changed how I feel about him but it has really upset me. He knows it has although I haven't said anything about it.

I've always wanted kids. Even more so after miscarriaging twice in a previous relationship. Being a mum is the one thing I've always wanted to be & now I'm not sure if ever be as the man I want a family with isn't sure he wants a family.