Am I Crazy!!!!!

Tina • 30| Married| Mother of 3, had a miscarriage in December 2019 and Now one on the way 6-8-2021!
My period is 8 days late so o decided to take a pregnancy test tonight and this is what happened. I got a BFP but it is a faint cross and this happened the same way with my last baby. Tell me what y'all think.