Since getting my birth control taken out in November of 2014 I've lost 4 babies.

Monday I found out I was pregnant about 4-5 weeks Thursday I had some slight spotting and went to the er, yesterday afternoon I lost the baby. I'm still throwing pretty big clots and my cramping is horrible. I go Tuesday to see if I need a D&C done.

My husband and I are really broken up about this we were so certain this was our sticky bean, I had morning sickness and tender breasts, I didn't even have this with the previous miscarriages. We have a little girl that just turned 3 April 18th she keeps asking me why I'm crying all the time.

I feel like such a failure.