Due date tuesday , may 24th

Ive given up all hope... I fear i'll be induced and i wanted to avoid it. I had an appointment Friday and i havent dilated anymore since my past two weekly appointments. Ive been at 1cm for three weeks and my doctor said if she isnt here by wednesday, my coming up appointment, theyre going to set up an appointment to be induced :(  i just want to have her already! I didnt want to start a whole new work week on monday... Why isnt she here yet☹😑🙃😠😩😭