You were a surprise that came into my life during a dark time i was in. When i took that test and i saw that line, that darkness went away and i saw light. I knew you were a blessing brought to me for a reason. To take care of myself and to give me a reason to keep moving. When i saw your heartbeat at 6weeks my eyes got big and i knew i loved you so much. But on 5/18/16 i went for my 9week Ultrasound and found out your heart stopped and you stopped growing at 7 weeks. I never new a pain like that before. I feel like i let you down as a mother and it killed me when i found you in my hand at home when i lost you for good on 5/19/16 :( you were so precious to me and your daddy my baby peanut and i still cant get over the last few days just wishing it was all just a bad dream and ill soon wake up. I feel so empty inside. But always know mommy will always love you and maybe one day i can have you back. But for now ill see you in my dreams ❤❤