Frustration/defeat, waiting on God

Last week he said he would go now there's another excuse for not going, "I lost my motivation." 

I really desire to share my faith with my husband but his idol is video games. I'm trying not to cry about it and wait on God. I know His timing is not ours but it's tiresome going to church alone all the time, trying to find a church to go to begin with, so I don't know anyone at all. Do I have motivation to go? No I don't today but I desire to deepen my relationship with God/Jesus and I would like to meet people to fellowship with but I'm getting defeated today.