Frustration/defeat, waiting on God
So tired of getting disappointed every week hoping my husband will go to church with me or make any efforts.
Last week he said he would go now there's another excuse for not going, "I lost my motivation."
I really desire to share my faith with my husband but his idol is video games. I'm trying not to cry about it and wait on God. I know His timing is not ours but it's tiresome going to church alone all the time, trying to find a church to go to begin with, so I don't know anyone at all. Do I have motivation to go? No I don't today but I desire to deepen my relationship with God/Jesus and I would like to meet people to fellowship with but I'm getting defeated today.