Adoption question

Jackie

Hello,

I have been thinking going back and forth for a few months now about giving my little one up for adoption. I am renting a room and dont feel like u have the ability to take care of her the way i really want to. I dont have the feelings of cant wait to meet this little one. I have applied for assistance from the state and got denied they tell me to retry once she is born but its not a guarantee i will get approved. Has anyone done open adoption and how did you feel?