Adoption questions

Jackie

Hello,

I have been going back and forth for the past few months thinking about adoption. I am renting a room right now and dont have the ability to get my own place until about 8 months after she is born. I dont feel like i have the ability to take care of her the way i want to. I have applied for assistance from the state but got denied because of income. They say to reapply once she is born but its not a guarantee i get it. Has anyone done an open adoption and how did you feel?