My husband and I were expecting our very first child on July 23,2016 - unfortunately we lost our baby in January at 12 weeks. This has been the most painful event in our lives... And all of the emotions that have come with it - shame, guilt, embarrassment, jealousy, sadness, depression etc. it's very hard having so many friends who are pregnant and a few of them were due to same week as me. It's very hard to see them with their belly's and even harder to be genuinely happy for them. Of course I wish everyone the best - but I wish more than anything we still had our child with us. Grief has taken over for months now.. Been trying to conceive again but no luck yet. Very disheartening.. Feels like it won't happen.