I use to never have painful periods. I would have never known I had endo. I use to believe I'd just get pregnant at the right time with the guy I was meant to be with. Well in 2014, six months after my father passed, my fiance and i got pregnant with my first and I thought it was a blessing. With death comes life. Sadly it was an ectopic pregnancy and I was rushed into emergency surgery. I had my left tube removed and they found endo with scar tissue adhered to my bowels. I was devistated. We've been trying ever since with no luck. I'm on my 3rd cycle of femara and I'm losing hope. I conceived my first time on maca root, why can't I on meds that are specifically used for ttc? I have regular cycles and bc of that, they are sure I'm ovulating. My periods have become so painful and I feel alone. Anyone else concieve with endo? Did you feel like it would never happen? That maybe you just weren't meant to be a mother and then got a huge surprise? I just need some hope. Or maybe talk to some people going through the same thing? I got this app because how alone I feel in this small town where no one I know struggles with fertility issues. Every time I try to talk about it people ignore it and start talking about their children or they just say "stop trying" or "what's meant to be will happen" kind of hard to stop trying when you have to take meds and go to doc appointments. It's a lil hard to just not think about it when having to do all that.